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(Wednesday, December 8, 2010-)
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# short break then...-
as the days goes by, you moved further away...right now the distance that you and i had created was so far that i can no longer run to you as and when i wanted...i can no longer hug you to seek for comfort anymore....nor can i see you smile even for that few seconds....
those words you said to me were so harsh that it hurts real badly... and i wonder, if the tears im shedding now comes from you or the pain... everything that i had hope to give and for you to be happy, will no longer be there now that you found no peace, no comfort and happiness in me....what else can i do but to let you go? now that you had asked for me to get off you back for awhile, i was left stranded for quite awhile now....
broke down in the middle of the lesson....and i knew, there is nothing else i can do anymore....surprisingly, the people that i did not talk to much came foward to comfort me....thank you...
i asked God for the strength to stand up once more...and i asked for patience and faith....but i know, deep down in my heart, i am still breaking apart....
you were really the last person i have expected to ask me to get lost....never once have that thought crossed my mind....never....
the only way to get close to you now is through my dreams....all the dreams were so sweet and happy...the last dream that i had was us enjoying ourselves, with you smiling and laughing happily....and in my dream, i could still rmb myself asking you if everything its over...and you told me its all the past now...
the story ends like this;
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