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(Thursday, December 9, 2010-)
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# im only a stepping stone away from hell....correct?-

why...of all the people it have to be you? u filled my thoughts every day, every single hour every single minute...nothing but you... never in my life have i been this affected by a silly relationship. and never in my life have i chose to let it affect me.

i dunnoe if it is the work of my mind or... but i just want to go to sleep everytime i got nothing to do... i realized, i am more happy when im dreaming...i realized you were there beside me every night....

have been getting discouraged most of the time when im home, the time when i had nothing to do, nothing to occupy my mind with something else.....realized im the only fool waiting for something extraordinary to happen....just when....just when will all of this comes to an end?

hated the sight of my phone as the days goes by...hated it a lot more than i thought....hated it till it scares me....i dare not wake up to the day you leave me...dare not open my eyes to shed tears again...dare not think about you even if it means remembering you...dare not mention your name at any point of time or even dare to continue the conversation talking about you....as long as it concerns you, it will just left me stranded...left me staring into space, wondering, why are you in my life in the first place............

would i rather a sweet lie about you loving me? or the cruel truth about you not needing me anymore? i do not know......need your help real badly....but i cant rely on you anymore...

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