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(Thursday, October 7, 2010-)
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# sorry heart.....-
looking back at how my life has been, convinces me even more to just give up on everything. questions i had long wanted to ask You is just so impossible for me say them here. to the guy, whom i thought would be my life long partner.....why cant you just understand? when would you? why...till this point, nothing can ever change your heart? in what way do you not understand that i had once love you so. the email you've just send just tells me that you never loved me before. selfish love i say....yes....it is...the only spoiled tape i chose to kept was on the day of my birthday....you brought me tears, tears i would rather have than those hot fierce tears...till now, i can never forget the way you look at me when i opened up the presents. you seem unconfident and yet smiled like a small 5 year old boy. the first thing i noticed were not the packaging nor the presents you bought for me...it was the straw hearts you fold for me..i knew you didnt noe how to fold. and i remembered myself teaching you how to fold. you got frastruated.....but right then, there laying infront of me were a pool of red hearts...99 hearts..all folded so neatly and nicely. they were pricless.....real priceless.....if hating me is the only way that can make you forget me....then i shall let you do that....i'll let you slap...if thats what you want.....take care....
the story ends like this;
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