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(Sunday, July 4, 2010-)
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# where did you go?-

its been almost 4 days since you last contacted me....how are you?

maybe, its really time for me to let you go.its painful to be living alone in this shattered heart....
till now, i still didnt know why you had chose to let me go....till now, i still didnt know why chose to remain silent when you knew there were guys out there after me...didnt you tell me you would pull me back no matter what happens? didnt you tell me you would never stop messaging me even for a day? did you not tell me that no matter what happen, we would not be seperated?

i do not know if you can still call me sensitive...because, these words you said to me, meant a lot....and i never failed to remember all those sweet little things you said to me. past, you said. is that really it? did you really want our relationship to become a past?

you told me you were not sure if you would love me forever, because you do not want to go back to the past. does our relationship mean so little to you?

right now, i told myself, you could be talking to any other girls now. maybe now, you are outside having fun with them...i do not know why you did not contact me anymore...is it because, there were some other girl out there you preferred talking to? or maybe, your heart is already taken?

i really do not know how to comfort myself...i do not know where to start or how to end my past right now....all i know is, i still love you, and i really miss you a lot....why are you so cruel?

for two nights, i dreamt of us together...yesterday, i dreamt of us again...i dreamt of you hugging me so tightly that i almost choke, you leaned so closely against my ear that i could hear you breath so loudly...you said, "im sorry, its all okay now..." ....

what should i do right now? now that you do not love me anymore...where should i go? you told me i would find a better guy, is that really what you want? or is it because, nothing about me matters to you now? why? what did i do?

when will this end?

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