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(Tuesday, June 8, 2010-)
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# anti-loner for 14 months...-
03.23 amits our 14th month anniversary =) ... though i was very dissapointed that you couldnt make it for our date, i still hope that this might not turn out to be a practice every month for as long as we last.... come to think of it, we did not much celebrate any of our anniversaries properly. you told me over the phone just now that the day doesnt count as long as the date is marked in both of our hearts... i was very shocked and thrilled at the same time when you said that astounding sentence...but, how true does that sentence means to you? or...why do they sound so easy and sad...more like an excuse? 0958ami guess i woke up too early, couldnt really sleep properly...i do not know why too...left my lappy in the sleeping mode too... i was woken up by Ron's barking, and they are all directed to my brother's girlfriend. she came this morning. well, of course my sister jumped up too, she loves her too. seeing all three of them talked so happily really made me feel so outcast by them. even as im typing, i could hear them discussing excitedly about going down to the wild wild wet. 1204pmi had a feeling that baby is not going to come le....hais....i feel so lonely...they left already...rebecca managed to asked casually if im interested to join....what could i say? all three of them were already standing outside the main door all ready to go... i said bye with a smile in the end..didnt wanna spoil their mood anyway...1225pmi cried....i really hate this feeling alot....he isnt here with me.....can't you guys see that i wanted fun too? did i really enjoy staying home alone?....1524pmi was right...he did not come in the end....i guess my tears are coming out now...im not angry with him at all...i was dissapointed with me being so weak all the time....why didnt he bother to call me up? is it because he already know that we are going to quarrel over the phone very soon?i guess he already predicted that he is going to hear the long complains that i always pulled at him....he doesnt like hearing them...1933pmno more messages from him already....sigh...he should be out playing basketball by now...i wonder, if this is another lie too...i really dun wished to find out...its enough.....1204amsigh, there isnt any messages from him....heard a few nasty things from someone yesterday. i was rather hurt by it...really wish i know where you are now...missed you...
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