(Thursday, February 25, 2010-)
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# you went up, while i go down....-
went for interview today. nothing went smoothly today, hair would just refuse to cooperate, nonsense incoming calls kept coming while i was very busy and i could not find a proper bag. what happen next? poor baby got all my frustrations from me.sigh..come to think of it…I was such a bitch.
Next, I board on the wrong bus. What a day…
Something happen in the train and I do not know why he did not seem to understand my worst fear. I felt that we were falling apart and yet, he couldn’t feel it. i felt fear gripping my heart and I was on my own all over again. I suddenly thought of running away, away from him, away from the reality, away from the pain and away from the love I missed.
I looked all over for you but I just could not seem to find you baby. All I saw was you putting on a smile which I can never knew your anger. Nevertheless, you still kept your cool and refuse to budge a single inch when I tried to provoke you further. I know that you are controlling very very hard, especially when I was showing a damn ridiculous black face at you, for nothing.
Wanted very much for you to buy something for yourself over at the 77th street, but you refuse to look at the clothes. Everytime you made a transaction, I could see that you were thinking very hard about the money. I know you mind a lot about your cash flow, but what can I do but to help you save in everyway? You refuse to tell me how much you need, you refuse to tell me how much you are left with… why not let me share the burden with you?
I was very happy when you bought the tank top for me…but I do not know why, when you agreed to buy me the top, I felt that you were going to leave. Like this is just some farewell gift. I guess, it was because of the kind smile you gave when you told me to go on and try the top. Maybe it was the smile and the eyes that tells me another story…I do not know. I wanted very much to tell you how I felt at that moment but I do not know how to open my mouth. I just could not find any words to describe that moment.
You must have seen my facial expression when you refuse to try on the clothes. It wasn’t much of me getting impatient over choosing your clothes but rather, you refuse to accept my opinion on something. Its nothing much of a big problem, but I did reminded me of the very sentence you said to me just on valentine’s day, the day you broke up with me
“we are very different, we do not have anything in common, we argue over small matter, we fought for different ideas… we are just not match.”
Anyway, I did not forge the braclet you bought for me. I still kept it. it was just so beautiful and enchanting that I could not bear to wear it. but you will never accept this reason.
you bought yourself an ear ring...and it really suits you=)
this was the one that make me smile till now...=)))
Next, I board on the wrong bus. What a day…
Something happen in the train and I do not know why he did not seem to understand my worst fear. I felt that we were falling apart and yet, he couldn’t feel it. i felt fear gripping my heart and I was on my own all over again. I suddenly thought of running away, away from him, away from the reality, away from the pain and away from the love I missed.
I looked all over for you but I just could not seem to find you baby. All I saw was you putting on a smile which I can never knew your anger. Nevertheless, you still kept your cool and refuse to budge a single inch when I tried to provoke you further. I know that you are controlling very very hard, especially when I was showing a damn ridiculous black face at you, for nothing.
Wanted very much for you to buy something for yourself over at the 77th street, but you refuse to look at the clothes. Everytime you made a transaction, I could see that you were thinking very hard about the money. I know you mind a lot about your cash flow, but what can I do but to help you save in everyway? You refuse to tell me how much you need, you refuse to tell me how much you are left with… why not let me share the burden with you?
I was very happy when you bought the tank top for me…but I do not know why, when you agreed to buy me the top, I felt that you were going to leave. Like this is just some farewell gift. I guess, it was because of the kind smile you gave when you told me to go on and try the top. Maybe it was the smile and the eyes that tells me another story…I do not know. I wanted very much to tell you how I felt at that moment but I do not know how to open my mouth. I just could not find any words to describe that moment.
You must have seen my facial expression when you refuse to try on the clothes. It wasn’t much of me getting impatient over choosing your clothes but rather, you refuse to accept my opinion on something. Its nothing much of a big problem, but I did reminded me of the very sentence you said to me just on valentine’s day, the day you broke up with me
“we are very different, we do not have anything in common, we argue over small matter, we fought for different ideas… we are just not match.”
Anyway, I did not forge the braclet you bought for me. I still kept it. it was just so beautiful and enchanting that I could not bear to wear it. but you will never accept this reason.
you bought yourself an ear ring...and it really suits you=)
this was the one that make me smile till now...=)))
see, i did not forget =p they look so lovely aint it?
the story ends like this;
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