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(Wednesday, January 27, 2010-)
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Received no message from him on Monday afternoon. Send more than 3 messages to him. the last one was just to say goodnight. Little did I know that on the following day, he did not reply either in the evenings. It was during the evening then I realised that my sim card was not slot properly. And that explain why all of my messages were not being sent out.
After I tried to restart my phone again, I received two messages from him. one was to ask why I did not reply him. and the other one was to say “nvm la, slp early and bye.”
What am I seeing? I felt so maligned and yet instead of trying to find out why, u did not call up. What if something had really happened? Were you ever worried for me? no. u thought about yourself. You thought about how you felt on that day. you taught about your pride on that point of time when I did not reply you. nothing were ever about me.
I replied you back telling you sorry and eve explained to you even though it wasn’t my fault at all. I called you twice but you did not pick up. All I recived was a reply saying that you were sorry and you were working and there is no time for you to reply. I know you are very busy, but you do not seem to mind that you are neglecting me so much.
Today, you finally called. You told me that you had work till morning today and that you were very tired. But what surprise me was you got the energy to go feasting and shopping with your friend but no energy to look me up. It just prove a point. you do not care a single shit about me at all.
U knew that I did not have enough cash. And do you really think that your 10 dollars were enough for me last this whole week? You did not ask about my money problem but you were busy looking after yourself.
You knew that I am facing with money problem twice but you did not bother to take any action or do anything to show me that you remembered and cared. NO. you did not. I have to go asking from my father for just that 5 dollars. And today, I have to ask hanisah for 10 dollars. Where is the support and help you said you were going to give me?
You are just a liar and a selfish boyfriend who do not care anything about me as long as it does not benefit you In any other way. You said you are going to change and despite the 30 promises you had broken, I STILL BELIEVED YOU. but right now, you failed again.
I will not trust you anymore. If you were to mentioned a break up again. I will not ask you back anymore. I will never cry for you like a cheap women and I will never beg you to come back anymore. I tried my best to sustain this relationship but you just keep breaking them. since you do not cherish this relationship and do not cherish me nor the promises you made to me, so be it bah. Im tired. Enough is enough. You made me cry way too much already. You hurt me way too much already.
the story ends like this;
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