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(Thursday, January 21, 2010-)
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# come back to me-
I was quite upset with myself and with the things I have chosen. I thought, there might be some other changes after that nice talk. I really thought everything will change for the better, I really did. I grasp that last hope that life would be better once I start to give in to you. but little did I know that it got worst, or should I say…it was too late for changes?
I cried all the time even in between the quarrels not because I like crying or because I was losing..but because I was very hurt to see u treating me in this manner. And I thought you were different from him. it really breaks my heart to see all these things deteriorating. What am I suppose to do? many ask me to give this all up…but could i? I could not even bear to mention break for fear that it might hurt you, but that was in the past. Right now, you were the one mentioning break to me…for how many times I do not know. and it hurts to think that the work break has become one of your common words. Why is this so baby? Why? What must I say to let you know how much I was hurt by you baby.
I think I have fallen deep in love with you already. And I must admit that whatever you do to me, iw asnt very angry anymore. Because, I forgive you once you repented. But right now,. I do not know if you would do the same to me again.
Boy,where have you gone to? I really miss you. why have you ran away? Why did you turn away from me? why did you gave me up? Why boy? Why do this to me when you know you were the only companion I had? Why boy? When will you come back to my side?
I miss you so much baby…I really do…remember your three promises you made to me? I guess you do not anymore…it does not matter to you anymore…I really do not want to give you up…please, do not make me give up…I am still waiting for you to change baby…still waiting…
the story ends like this;
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