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# 9th month anniversary-
14:45 pm
Today is the day when we mark the new month of the year, 9th month. It have been 9 months since we talk casually.
And I was wondering where have all the nice feelings gone to…
I do still miss that kind of feeling I had when I first saw you. though it was not like anything in the fairy tale story where all the princesses got heart pumping fast and all. but, I still miss the panicky feeling I get whenever you sms me.
We quarrelled rather badly today. Break up was initiated by me. as I think that you do not really care about this relationship. And you did not make any plans for us today. Again, you shifted the blame to money.(lack of money)
I just do not get it. Why could not you just face the fact that you were not sincere enough for this whole thing? Why carn you just admit that you were still not ready for this relationship?
You said you are determined to change for the better. And I told you that It is hard for me to believe you again. how can I trust you? after all the lies you have been giving me and all the empty promise made? I really wanted to trust you, but can I ? I really do not want to experience the same hurt again and again. I really do not want.
23:30
You are now at my house, watching television on the four headed monster snake. With your arms over your head like a pose by the monkey in the zoo, I could see you toes twitching on the cmall stool in front of you. hahaha.how I wish you can stay here with me. now, you are switching channels, watching your favourite show, 篮球火
the story ends like this;
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