(Tuesday, November 17, 2009-)
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You agreed to break up..and you hurt me a lot. I did not know that our relationship could be so fragile to such an extent that the word ‘break up’ could be brought up in any of our conversation so easily. It is almost like, it was our favourite word. How could this have happened?

You never get hurt that I was crying so badly all the time. you never did care for me or even put me infront of you. I have asked you thousands of times on how worthy I am to you. but you never gave me an answer.

Up till now…you still do not know how hurt I am… you mention his name yesterday…you promised me never to say his name…but you did anyway not caring a hoot about my feelings. you dare me to fight with you and said you were fine with a break up. I do not know why I love you anymore.

I guess you have never stood at my position whenever you felt unhappy or whenever I was unhappy. You always thought of yourself first. You never appreciate the things I did for you. all you do was to remember every single nasty things I did to you. what is this? Love you mean?

You have never make any efforts to win me back or to make me happy. And I do not know what am I to you.

Until now you still talk about things you were not happy. Not a single thing about you being remorseful about the way you hurt me. not a single thing.

I guess my tears were shed for the sake of the nature. None of them were worth the love I gave to you guys.

Since there are so many things you do not like and are very unhappy about them, I suggest that you find yourself a suitable girl then. Im tired of being a girl who do not get any love. I do not know why I am so stupid too.

Since I am so not worthy….and since you wanted it to end here…so be it bah…

the story ends like this;
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