HAD PLANS TO,
1. Wake up early in the morning at 8
2. Allow my phone to sleep while I work on my own
3. 9am: got ready to leave the house with my lappy
4. 10am: reached airport
5. 10.15-11pm: have breakfast over at popeyes..
6. 11.10am-4pm: study at tcc.
7. 5pm: reached home and relax…
8. Had dinner
9. Call him...
Had it all revised over and over again…but I do not know why…step 9 seems to reappear now and then without me having it listed in my plans. I really don’t know why…guess… i missed him bah.
Never once had I considered to leave him but I do not know why that thought just pops up…asking me whether it was my choice or it was from the others? I do not know. I had myself occupied with work and loads of works but when night time came…and when I was alone in the room, I sub- consciously held the phone on my right palm…pondering on whether I should call him or not?
You see…no matter how perfect the plan was planned properly, future does not seem to agree with you..and this? Have not happened once…I repeat..not once…much as I wanted it to go my way, I wanted it to otherwise....because, I wanted it to be the opposite…and this is what I really wanted…
WANTED TO,
1. Call him in the morning at 8
2. Had breakfast with him…
3. Reached airport and relax with him…
4. Study at tcc with him…
5. had dinner at popeyes with him…
6. reached home with him at my doorsteps…
7. got ready to shower
8. allow my phone to ring while I rest
9. have long chats with him…again
so in the end…this was what we did …=)
we meet up at 10.30am….had our breakfast at bedok interchange…left for airport and settled down at tcc to study but was told that studying was not allowed in there. went to expo instead and watched youtube on my lappy at expo, coffee bean…=)
went home at 4 together with him to eat..and he was fortunate enough to get to taste my mum’s cooking..and what was best was, he got to eat my mum’s delicious cake! Well..he better appreciate it because my mum got sick due to the workings on that day…
so you see, nothing has ever gone smoothly with all my planning..why? because there is such thing called “GOD”. Get that…
Baby came over to my house and had fun playing bomberman! Haha..i do not know why I always find myself admiring his cute round face…despite the pimples…I found him so attractive…don’t ask me why too…maybe time has proven him to be that handsome in my eyes…awww
We were laughing and playing wildly…we tease each other and I had fun pinching him...but in the end…we quarrel…because of one stupid thing…aiyahh..our days always end up like that…gee…zzzz…..
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Did not do much but had dinner with him and my sis over at the macdonalds. Had some conflicts between baby and my sis…but yeah I know, both were not In the right mood…give in alright? He was very tired and I know that he did not have the mood to play too…
Hais…missing u right now…wishing you to be by right here now…holding on to me…
If there is such a person called Toh Long Hao, I will want to get his number…
If there is such a sport called Basketball, I will want to go play…
If there is such a thing called Cheese, I will want to love to eat it…
If there is ever a comment mentioned “sex”, I will know how the tune goes…
If there comes a day named 30th October 1992, I will want to sing….
And…if there is such thing called LOVE, I will want to give it…
To a person named
Toh Long Hao born on
30th oct, who loves to
play basketball and eat with nothing but n
acho cheese with the comment
‘sex’ coming out from his mouth…
Having you in my life have never been in my list …but…your presence make me realise that I have lived in this world to be the happiness and the joy…because…you were the surprise I have been waiting for…I love you <3>